Let’s talk!
28 Dec 2011 Leave a Comment
I am not afraid of confrontations or questions. Even though I may take a long time to come up with an answer. Because I am looking for truth as much as you are. And I have a firm trust in a God who speaks, teaches, and brings understanding.
Heart vs. Brain
21 Dec 2011 Leave a Comment
How I wish sometimes for an INTJ-like brain that can brilliantly design strategies to reach all my lofty goals.
But even if I don’t, things are not impossible. Because in every situation, God gives me peeeeeople! Who are so different from me.
I don’t regret having the heart of an ENFP. That one’s for keeps. Love moves things that others can’t. =)
The glitter that clutters…
19 Dec 2011 Leave a Comment
There’s something about shifting that makes you see things differently. For once, stripped off the usual distractions like Internet, f0od, and comfortable familiarity, one is left with no place to confidently call home. Surrounded by all the stuff that make up my lifestyle – books, papers, clothes- I wonder… do I really need all these things? Suppose I left it all behind, would I really miss it all?
It’s surprisingly easier to hold on to God when material things are stripped away. Just saying… The more and more clutter I gather, the harder it is to leave it all behind.
The impossible is yours
14 Dec 2011 Leave a Comment
I feel overwhelmed. And this time it’s not because of school.
I’m on holidays. But maybe it was the result of attending two meetings in one night. And knowing there’s so much more to come.
C-HOP wants to grow next year. And they’re asking for commitment. MYPG wants to explode next year. And they’re asking for nothing less than full availability. Just these two ministries entail questions that go beyond my brain capacity at the moment. But that’s not all. Next year, I’m stepping up in the areas of church and school. And planning to start bible school. How is all this possible? How can one person do so much?
It’s not meant to be a part of myself for each ministry. It’s a giving of my all for all. 100% for each one. The words tonight were comforting. I was already half an hour late for my second meeting – skype call with the 10. But I stayed and good thing I did! Because they prayed for me – this group of aunty warriors and Pastor Andy. Aunty Lei Wah saw two pictures.. the first of me in a jungle, often lost. It’s confusing and scary. But as I looked closer, there were pebbles on the ground and I followed them. The second was of a pebble being thrown into a big lake (tada… come see my new house) and the ripples spreading. She said “You will ask – what can one person do? But you don’t know how the things you do will influence many lives.”
As usual when someone begins praying over me, I let out my heart to the Lord in tongues. Usually that’s the time I get to hear my own heart. And it was saying… “I don’t know how to do it Lord. How am I going to do so many things? Help me. Help me.”
Yes help me. Help us all!
